Wednesday, July 18, 2007
I really can't take it, today was alright but I think I'm still dwelling in the past.
School was boring except Amaths. Sherllie was retarded. After amaths Sherllie and gang started taking pictures of me , like every second they took one. I was running away , I had to be modest you know.
Left school at about 1.50. No one was in class anyway. Mum picked me up then bathed and headed to kallng to meet Leo and friend.Sent them to kallang Kfc , stupid people didn't trust my directions. I proved you wrong in the end (: .
Leo left for work.Felt really sad.Kept thinking of the past , I really thought I had moved on , but I guess not.When we shook our hands goodbye,my heart sanked.Tears almost filled my eyes.Will I see you again after goodbye? Remember the last time when we parted our way back , we couldn't bear to leave but now just a handshake and goodbye.
Somehow I know you would never come back and I'm sure you're much happier without me.
I'm sorry I didn't go netball today,I'm really sorry, I know competition is coming but it's not everyday I get to see him.The last time I saw him was 4months ago.Just wished you understand. You seem angry or rather pissed with me.I'm sorry.
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep
Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep
the memories have shattered 8:37 PM
